The merging of the New Earth with our Earth.

The merging of the New Earth with our Earth.

In the previous email I wrote down what I know about the beginning. This is where we are right now.
Since the last full moon, the merging of our Earth with the New Earth has begun.
The crystal core of our earth is almost completely merged with the New earth. Yes the merging is starting at the core.
Don't forget we think in a linear way, this is not how the energies work.

The Lion's Gate is coming up and I hope  we will have the merge completed by then. From there we still have to take it step by step to complete the rest of the earth. I really don't know at this time how that is going to be done, I follow the energies and assist, that's my job. Any problems will be solved when they come and the future is ever changing so I don't even start looking at that.

I do know there are many more people needed to assist and I know there are many willing to assist. You have to ask yourself the question though if you are willing to make the sacrifice as I call it.

This is not easy,  I can tell you that. The many changes I have gone through and still am going through have been hard, not just physically, but also mentally. And this process is still going.

Let me tell you a little bit about that so you can have a better understanding.

When I started working with the masters i was married with two kids. Got divorced, got remarried and got another child. But that's just the basics. I was asked to fully trust in spirit, in the universe. So I started teaching. The first years were hard, we borrowed a lot of money and still owe that money to family. We lost our house, but were able to live somewhere for a lot less and minimized our bills down to almost nothing, One car, one phone and every month still the worry are we going to make the rent. This is still the way we live, although we were able to move to a house on a couple of acres, further away from the city and quiet.

Then we get to the physical changes, tired, headaches and so much more when the body starts to adjust to the higher frequencies. And with higher I mean crystalline, diamond and more.
I have had times where it felt like someone just took out my brain and I could not even think.
The last time they worked on my brain, i noticed that I wanted to watch something on tv and could not even figure out how to work the remote control.
Emotionally it is a roller coaster, going from wanting to just die to complete trust, going up and back within hours or days. While all this is going on, I still have classes to teach, every day. Dealing with normal 3D, going out for groceries, paying bills and all that.
This is just the tip of the iceberg of what it means to completely give yourself to spirit.

Many have these problems with money, so do I. I have to pay rent, bills, buy food and all that. sometimes there will be nothing in my account and its stress time, until I realize again that I lost my trust and begin the process of gaining it all over.

When we had a workshop in Mexico last year, we went by car, paying with the money coming in from the classes along the way. This is how we have been getting by, paying along the way, the bills that come in, paying along the way.

Stepping out of that is the hardest part, keeping the trust is even harder sometimes.

Seeing the changes happening, like the merge of the New Earth, does make it all worth it, but not all the time. I am still human and have my doubts and all the feelings that make us human.

Seeing that there are still so many to awaken is making me feel sad and desperate at times. How are we going to do that. Even if they are awake, the frequencies they are able to reach is not enough to even be in the core of the earth.

The Ani He Yar have come to assist, but how much can they do?
The Masters and all other Light Beings that are here, how much can they do?
I always have thought that we do carry our own responsibility. We can have help, but the real change can only be made by us.

And the change is not just being Love and Light. We can all do that easily when we want to.
The real change is are we willing to fully commit to do the work we came here for.

There is a reason for us being here, if we could do it from spirit, we wouldn't have to be here in this physical body right now on earth. There is a reason if you are awake and aware of what is going to happen.

But it seems many stay in the awakening process of just being Love and light and that might be why they are here, or it might be that they are scared to fully commit. I don't know.
I see wake up call after wake up call going out from many different beings. And I still don't see enough to even complete the task of bringing in the frequencies needed to completely merge our earth with the new earth.

I know, nobody talks about this, it seems to be a subject that has to be avoided and all that I see is the messages that we are almost there, you are going to make it. It doesn't mean I don't think we are going to make it. It does mean that it seems to be part of my work to bring out the message that we need more people to fully awaken so we can finish the work.
My job is to raise the frequencies, to teach people to reach the frequencies needed to complete the work. To teach people, not to rely on assistance of other beings, but to be fully capable of reaching Source within themselves so they know what the work is they need to complete.

Part of my work is also to bring in more information of what is really happening, not what we think is happening. But also to teach people how to find out what is really happening for themselves not by telling them what is going on, but by teaching them to find out what is going on without me telling them.

This means that I have to be fully aware and coming from Source within. This is what I work on every day, 24 hours a day. My commitment to spirit within me, outside of me.